**Get a life of yourself, not from others.

I am getting forgetful. There are so many things I wanted to write but everything is blank now. My pirated memory card. Damn. I need to remember to fix up a dental appt, massage appt,my d&d dinner on 17th Dec, get papers for my printer and buy a new h/p. I need to change my monitor, motherboard and casing. Chinese new year is coming, I have to get some clothes, buy some stuff for the house.I feel like changing my kitchen table, get a big seawater fishtank, change my floor tiles, get a bathtub, okay.. I am thinking too much..

Finally, I know what one of my issues I'm having. I want to write it all down already. I saw a comment @ Today newspapers the other day. It pisses me off. It said the non smokers shud have a right to pour water on those who smoke and invade their space. I was angry. Talking about accomodating. Its the same as being a racist. Dun you have legs to walk away? What about those who burn the joss papers & jossticks? Why dun you pour water over it? What about those who drives? Exhaust fumes? Why dun you put a knob on the pipe? Irritating. Although I am not a chain smoker, I seriously dun agree on that comment. Who do you think you are anyway?

Phuket05

3 days 2 nights.. I had fun. Opening night left me in awe. We went tiger(Thai Girl) show. What those men said were true. They can do anything to their pussies.. blowing whistle, putting in ping pong balls, smoke, opening coke bottles, to putting in 20 razor blades in and taking them out. Not forgetting cocks.. they hit the drums with their cocks.. speechless.. Basically all the performers up there are naked. Too bad no cameras allowed.
Went for shooting and bungy jumping next day. Shooting was ok but the jump was insane! 60metres high. Crazy.. The fear and the excitement. Finally did it. Went shopping after that. Nothing much basically.. the beach is crowded with people. Over commercialized. Disappointing.
Departure day - Went to get a tattoo done. Cheap!

For your viewing pleasure:
http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/alimama82/album?.dir=/c4b6

Lalalala

I realised I have been neglecting my blog a lil cos I found my black book. Complicating. Repulsive. I watched Chocolate factory last nite at home. I would prefer Chocolate than Corpse bride. Funny they have the same actor and actress. Low budget maybe. I was thinking about holidaying this coming new year. Wierd how I always think about going away when the year is coming to an end.. I would really want to spend some quiet time... Think I'm getting old. I'm going Phuket next weekend. Company trip. How lucky. Too bad it doesnt coincide with Nation V. Talking about getting quiet.. Guess I can't really go eye cruising.. heh..

Making of Halloween night.

http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/alimama82/album?.dir=acd9

Getting Married!

I received a call from my ex-neighbour last few weeks. She tried to reach me at home but I was always sleeping. So I asked my dad, She getting married is it? And yes she is. Today is the day. I din expect her to call me on my mobile, asking me to attend. Well, usually people move and forget, living their own lives, getting busy, who knows who is married anyway? Only when we meet on the streets, then we started to talk about casual things, and then after, continue our lives, getting busy again.. Someone whom I always find to hang out with when I was younger, going to each other houses, learning to cook soup from her mother, is getting married. Guess I'm grateful that I'm remembered.

Value?

VALUE = An amount, as of goods, services, or money, considered to be a fair and suitable equivalent for something else; a fair price or return.
Monetary or material worth: the fluctuating value of gold and silver.
Worth in usefulness or importance to the possessor; utility or merit: the value of an education.
A principle, standard, or quality considered worthwhile or desirable: “The speech was a summons back to the patrician values of restraint and responsibility”

*Who decides the value? The value of friends, the relationships, family and work?

Are you destined to be single test?

It's not a shock that you're still single. While you're surely a perfectly wonderful human being, you aren't putting yourself in situations where potential partners can discover your natural charm and magnetism! You're just not helping yourself find a date; you may turn down great opportunities to get to know people out of sheer laziness, set unreasonable standards for dating material, or behave in ways that do not signal "available". Perhaps you are an extremely independent person or you just don't really care if you manage to snag a compatible partner. If dating is just fun and games for you and you don't give a fig that you're single, there's nothing wrong with your casual dating behavior. If you are looking for love, however, it wouldn't hurt to start putting in more of an effort. Let your friends set you up, take some classes where you can meet other singles, and give people a chance before you decide they're not the one for you. As long as you don't cross that fine line between friendliness and desperation, you'll be boosting your chances of making a love connection!

*Do I really have to be attached???

Attention Seeker

Cynical ME


pOrn?


Lantern Festival= Candle Festival?

MY TOy

Us drawn by us

Swing way low till it hits the rocks.

My mood these days are like fuck
Maybe its the stress
Maybe its the work
Maybe its people saying you are incompetent
Maybe its the menses coming
Whatever it is, I HATE IT!

I miss taking pictures

I miss having fun

I miss going crazy

I miss my cheerful self

Maybe I just miss you

I am getting too sane
I lost interest in myself.
You
interest me.

**What is life without faith?
Disappointment?
Because you know how the world really is.
You know how people fail you.
You know how alone you are.
You know eveything is just a passing phase.
You know nothing is forever.
Above all, you know you have faith,
nothing really matters.

Monday

The flu bug has caught me. And it is fierce. I've been infect for about a week and yesterday nite the fever virus paid me a visit as well. I'm weak. WEAK! No matter how loud I am, I cant scare them away! Damn! Its the seventh month. Seventh Month. Maybe because I didn't pay respects to the dead? Never offer them food, burn paper money for them to spend? And help to pollute the earth with smoke, ashes and maybe indirectly feeding the birds. Ok, I am whining already. I am sick. My mucus is flowing out.

Sunday Times

Busy with work lately. Life couldn't be better. Maybe I'm still in the honeymoon period about my job. I realised that I have to get in touch with myself sometimes. Solitary gives you the time to quieten down and listen. Listen to yourself. Work is already time consuming. Friends 'share' your time in happiness, or sadness or whatever. Interacting can be tiring too. Voicing out on different opinions and views on whatever issues. Conflicts come along and there is more to solve. I dun like you, you dun like me, I dun like how she handle things, She thinks you are difficult, and the list goes on. The only thing that you can come to terms with easily is yourself.

**Maybe there are tonnes of issues, but in the end, you are still you. Will you take the person as it is?
I may be far, but that doesnt mean I dun care.

Singaporean

I wonder how patriotic we can get or are we just happy because its national day= public holiday? who really cares? Or just because there is fireworks? With tens of thousands dollars wasted, why no one complain? gone with the wind in like 15 mins? why no one write to forum? why ar? NKF saga got pple complain. Pple willing to donate, then when they know the money was misused, they complain. But when they got taxed because they earn too much, why they dun complain? The NKF director salary so high, the pple complain. The Prime minister salary higher than the director, why they dun complain? Now they want to ask the volunteers difficult questions like how many percent goes to charity, why they must donate. If you dun donate, then SHUT UP! You donate the most a dollar into the tin. How about thinking the food or those few grains of rice you can't eat finish and the green tea you can't drink because too full? Isn't it equivalant? I will be embarrassed if i were to ask how many percent goes to charity when i put in my 20¢ in.

Mankind is usually good, its the mouth thats evil.

Self-opinionated

Everyone is entitled to their own opinions. I totally agree on that. But if the opinion jeopardise the relationship, i would rather keep my mouth shut. I have alot of opinions too. I have a lot of things to say, but there isn't any point talking about it since everything is the way it is. I would have said i dun enjoy so and so's company, what would that make me? A princess? Who do I think I am? Everybody hates everybody. That is why there are so many things to talk about. I rather not talk about it since its my own bunch of friends. You have your own opinion, I have mine. Lets keep it this way. If you wanna make known, I wouldn't mind sharing mine, which I think won't be necessary. Maybe i should stop talking.

Wedneday-OYSTER nite

Went Fish tails to have our oyster buffet. Too bad my cam is not with me.. It went to Thailand and is not back yet. I had 13 of them.. Still not enuff. hehe.. auntie uncle, want to buy oyster, 1 for 1 dollar.. The service sucked though.. Please choose to sit outside if you have a choice.

**Once upon a time...
Love
Trust
Passion
Understanding
Accomodating
Respect
Hard work
**And they lived happily ever after..
Thats a fairy tale cut short. I suppose you can make one fairy tale work if you want to. Meow.

Greatest Regret of this time...

I want to complain! Working as if there is no day and night, the shifts sucked. working till 1130pm at night and then have to go back to work again at 0630am.. for a week! There is an ultimate shift: 0730am-1030pm.. And there is only one break and its only 1/2hr the most!! I was thinking if the money is good, i will grit my teeth and do it, but i was conned!! The operation manager told me the O.T pay is 10 bucks per hour, but it turns out, its only x1.5 of your hourly rate. DAMN! my colleagues said its only 6 dollars. And wats more, our manager doesnt appreciate us at all! She compared us to factory workers and even said we should be grateful the company is paying us O.T. We are in the SERVICE line and are required to work long hours. Not like working in office, having 5 day work week. She even dared us to go M.O.M to check out because in service line, they are not required to pay O.T. She said the first half hour will not be counted as O.T. So its as good as my 1/2 hour break has already returned to them!! She even dared to say the company is good, my foot! Good to her, i think! To think she is married with kids! Damn pissed! i dunno why they can stay there.. i asked some of my colleagues and they dun even know what she was trying to get across from the meeting. Are they dumb? The big boss always come and visit and he will complain how lousy we are. We are humans, not robots, not dogs. Some might say: haiya, work is like that, blah, blah.. i refuse to continue to be like that! Even my mum said the company eat people. ha. not eat people, its eating peoples money. PUI! They were asking me if any of my friends wanna work. Anyone? I've listed out the 'benefits' of this company. Because of all those lies, i rejected a 5 day week job, offering me 1.4 salary.. ARGH!!

Yoga?

Am working at a yoga center now in town.. i have unlimited lessons to learn them. Although working 6 day week and having shift work is not exactly what i wanted but i made good colleagues. Wonder if i can handle that. Anyone interested in yoga can come down and have a look as well as visit me. heh.. =)

When you are fat, you say you wanna lose weight,
when you are thin, you say should get fatter,
when you are tanned, you say you should be fairer,
when you are fair, you say you wanna get tanner,
when you are poor, you say how i wish i can become rich
when you are rich, you say how i wish i can experience life
what more you want???????
ROAR!


Yoga anyone?

i wish my partner is blind
so that i can be beautiful in his mind
but if he finds someone else,
i know he has found another beautiful soul in this life.

Promise Fulfilled

After being late for 3 years, i finally went for my virgin blood donation.. That was my 21st birthday wish.. Always tot i was anaemic because i get dizzy spells occasionally, but everything went well. I was very excited about it, more excited than getting a tattoo done..ha. Still remembered i fainted once when i cut my last finger. Such a big person being frightened by the sight of blood and yet went for donation.. As much as i wanted to see the whole process being carried out, having the injection to numb the area, and then to insert a thick needle, maybe the size of the cotton bud poked in for the transfusion, i decided to look away until everything is was done. Had to press the stress ball to circulate the blood from flowing.. I was happy. Although the hand was abit weak.. now the hand feels like muscle aching..Still, i dared not see how the nurse got rid of the needle in me. It was a very good experience. Too bad the camera is not with me.. if not, i would have uploaded the bloody act.heh..