Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Dangerously in love

I love you, I love you, I love you...

Baby, I love you, you are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete if you weren't by my side
You're my relation and connection to the sun
With you next to me, there's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrops, I am the seed
With you and God who's my sunlight I'm blooming, grown so beautifully
Baby I'm so proud, proud to be your girl
You make the confusion go all away from this cold and misty world

I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me

I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me

And I know you love me, love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am, baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy, easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me
Later on in my destiny I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife and I see my whole future in your eyes
The thought of all my love for you, sometimes makes me wanna cry
Realize all of my blessings, I'm grateful to have you by my side

I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me

Every time I see your face, my heart smiles
Every time it feels so good, it hurts sometimes
Created in this world to love, to hold, to feel, to breathe
To live you
Dangerously in love, yeah

I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me

Dangerously (dangerously)
Dangerous, dangerously in love with you
Oh, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
I love you, oh yes [repeat]

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Attention Seeker.

How can i be an extreme when i haven't been over the edge? Psychologists always term patients behaviour as a sign of illness that has to be cured. I think its all bullshit. Just becoz they dun wanna spend some time on listening to them, they are quick enuff to label them as sick. Who in the god damn world has the rite to judge them? we can only think that they are just one of the kind. Some can be irritating in our lives and towards our emotions. They just couldnt think straight thats all. Maybe they haven't been thru shit, or maybe they have, thats why they are behaving like that. I could be commiting suicide and yet not die just becoz i need some attention. I can be yelling top of my lungs and yet no one is listening. after all, they just need somebody. everyone does. They just wanna get known, in another way. Pay attention. They need some love although some are indeed loved by others already. I pay respect to those who have committed suicide and indeed died cos they made it. My suggestion: If you really wanna die, do it. Jump. Dun let pple talk you out of it. It defeats the purpose. Taking pills doesnt work cos there mite be a possibility you mite get saved. If you can do it, i salute you cos i am still plucking up my courage to end it although life seems worthless sometimes. they are not crazy, you are not a psychologist.

Friday, April 22, 2005

i seriously think that i havent been blogging abt much abt myself.. abt small little details over slightest thing that get on my nerves. so i guess thats emo blog coz when i am overwhelm by things then i start to write. So here i am complaining abt things that has passed thru in my life, and still i havent died. Weeks have passed and i went to punggol, one of my friends place one weekend. She's married and i am sorry that i din go to her wedding coz i was having a quarrel with someone at that time. Watched her wedding vcd and it was so heartwarming.. Talk abt love.. they have been together for 10 years on and off and finally married. Had a baby girl and she is the most beautiful thing i ever seen.. The song that i am playing on my blog is her wedding song.. i felt vulnerable, to be in love and yet she did it. I saw her life on it. The difficulties she been thru, her failed relationships she had previously did leave scars, yet she drew her strength and persisted to see her life in different way, that she become strong, stronger than me, stronger than anyone becoz of what she been thru. She's courageous to give her life to the person she love, in return, love her dearly. I admired her endurance, her courage, her persistance and her way she see her life which makes me very small. very insignificant. I need to get moving to the next chapter of my life..

Thursday, April 21, 2005

**Eruptions of anger boils up to the head and spew out from the mouth. how to stop a volcano from erupting?

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Tuesday, April 12, 2005