To whoever

How funny to see your friend give up so easily when you actually been thru the bottomless pit and up. It makes you feel like giving up too. No matter what happens, you will never die. It makes you feel so much worst than dying. Thats the best part of it. Being a coward of not falling in love again and afraid of being hurt. How much tears you cried, we are just human. We are not perfect. Choosing of hurting others or just waiting to be hurt. We have to go thru this cycle over and over again. When are we gonna be clever?

I'm blessed with some good friends, having a good time and i met the most beautiful smile today. =)

Zonked out

I've been having strange tots when I'm zonked out recently. I'm wondering if i was already dead and the scenario keeps repeating itself cos when you are near death, the scenario will not change. Everything seems quiet. The nights i have spent were the quietest of them all as though i was in a vacuum. I'm getting psychotic.

thew nia seng says:
i can fuck very well but i dun tok well in front of girls
thew nia seng says:
do u think i will get girls

chrisgan says:
life is sometimes unfair
chrisgan says:
without reason
chrisgan says:
why other can up and up
chrisgan says:
for no reason?
chrisgan says:
mayb cos he is hansome?
chrisgan says:
she is pretty?
chrisgan says:
nothing is 100% wat u wan