TRIBUTE TO TREES

I have been working in the office for nearly a year and whenever i go for a smoke, i see those trees. The wild trees that grow and wither. Perhaps no one even notice or care, but they carry my thoughts. They listen to my thoughts. I din know they are chopping off those defenseless trees just for the sake of building the bloody circle line. For peoples' sake, for the convenience of our human race. We are indeed moving, upgrading and enhancing our lives with better things. We destroy the things that obstruct our way, to get our better-living lifestyle. Have we forgotten why are we here? To make this place a better place to live in? Arent we good now? Why are we always not satisfied? Why dun they ask the owner who planted the trees there, who owned the world when humans stepped onto this ground, ask him can we do watever we humans are doing now? Arent trees living things? Although they dun bleed, they dun feel but i do.

Sprained chest bones. Breathing difficulty.collecting ants.i hate everything about you.

Thinking~~So in Love.Breakup.Still love one another.But still have to break up.Not compatible.Move on.How?You never try you never know.Why are you attached in the first place?Explain?Will you love again?If yes, then wat is your previous relationship called?Why people can still call it love of their life?Can somebody gimme a bloody definition of love, instead of putting it off to describe" Its a feeling." Am I dead or wat?

Alrite.Someone has already explained on Fridae. That was fast. All thanks to Tazmania.=D

Abandoned site^^

Some of my friends had decided to abandon their blogs... Wonder why they did it in the first place. Makes me think if its a good thing to do. I made a journal of my own too.. The old-fashioned way.. Will it drain me out with my own freaking thoughts? Went Zouk yesterday.. We were at Mox for awhile.. to meet a friend. That place is dead.Maybe when i am 35, i will go there. Still got 12 years to go.. or maybe when i feel like mtv-ing i mite go? eh.. i dun think so... cant smoke, no loud music. I am loud! Bloody Hell. Talking abt zouk, i went with the usual suspects. Skip the refused entry, we managed to get in with the help of the VIP anyway, ha. One more thing, Heineken makes me pee alot but din get me anywhere. I was actually quite sober till the end. Nearly got into a fight. Too bad it din happen. Pisses me off again. So fucking wat if u are drunk? thats ur problem. trying to be friendly again? Get lost. Men! looking at women at a piece of meat. Why dun you go home and learn some manners? or look at your mum instead?Perverts.



*You wun die without someone. You will die without yourself.

**Dude, Where's my head?
**I thought I left it on the toilet seat?
**I think you flushed it down.

Bite my head OFF!!

ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY! GET A LIFE AND STOP PISSING PEOPLE OFF! AND ONE MORE THING, MISS I, STOP ACTING FRIENDLY AND WIN VOTES FOR YOURSELF. MISS PLASTIC. DO I EVEN KNOW YOU? STOP WASTING MY TIME, BITCH. ROAR!!!!

~Take me to the shallow water, before i get too deep.
Will i be contented without encountering the dangers that lies beneath?

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Monday~~

Lets recap wat i've done over the weekend...
** Thursday: Went to have dinner with 6ix at holland V. Had KFC. Guess its not very happening to her cos she asked me do i always come here for KFC? It looks so dead.. Well, the chickens are dead and fried anywayz, kakaka.. Rubbish.. Wonder if she will call me and whine abt wat i write.. No offence, ya? =D
** Friday: Went down town after work to meet grouch. Thanks for the band. Love it. Nicer than the previous one. =) Its still tied on my ankle. Phew.. Went mums place after that.. So scary to stay alone, not to say i never stayed alone before but its different. Felt so empty. Maybe i dun frequent there.. Had nightmare that night.. Sucky.
** Saturday: Went to collect blanket and off to sentosa with grouch. Made the membership there. =) Free entry, woohoo! Guess i'm going there more often.. I like to tan there..dunno why..Mmm.. probably EC is too far for me? After that went BBQ at grouch's place. Only 3 of us. haha. I started the fire alone and i am proud of it.. heh.. The sense of satisfaction is there.. Its only fire wat.. But u never know the story behind it...Long long time ago..I was fuming with fire then..ha.
** Sunday: Slag at home the whole day. Globe actually asked me to kayak but EC.... ahem.. hee.. But i manage to do some chores at home like laundry and cleaning the fan..=) Erm... it actually rainned that day? Luckily i din make the trip..Suppose to meet grouch again for shopping in the evening but i slept it off..So, that's basically it.. Monday, work again.. When will it be December? Counting down...

?QUestion Mark?

Have you ever thought your decision being a yes or no can be critical to another person? i realised if you say no to another person, she may feel disappointed because of ur disapproval and its like ignoring her existance? She may be very happy to let you know that you will be supporting her watever it is.. But on the other hand, if you say yes to it, will she not abuse it? will she not take you for granted? Why dun you make decisions on ur own then? only u are answerable for ur own actions? Will you be able to do it with no strings attach? Will you not have friends around you to feed you with diff perspectives and be confused? Does anyone really stand alone? Really alone?