Love is worthless
Love is meaningless
Tell me, how much it is worth?
And how much it means to you to give it all up?

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
I's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Ignorance is such a bliss. Why are you so inquisitive?

Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer.

i cant comprehend humans.

i dont know how to handle emotions.

i am afraid of complications.

i am sick and tire d of major c..h..a..n..g..e..s.

You wanna have some oranges?

Kill me and make me shut up coz i wanna give up.

Marriage??

Marriage is hard work. Thats the truth..

Cheryl mumbled, "Look, don't you think we both could find someone else we could get along with more naturally, not work so hard?
"I'm sure there are people out there who would be better matches for both of you," I admitted. " I don't think that means that your marriage needs to be shelved to go find them. The odds are you'll end up marrying someone who wasn't better for you at all, maybe even worse. The painful truth is that marriage helps to bring out the areas of our lives we need to work on. You'd just be taking the same flaws into your next marriage. Divorce is just a quick fix. I believe that maximum growth is found in your own marriage. The pursuit of a 'new, improved' spouse is usually an escapist fantasy."


Many people love to live in fairy tales, dun they?

Who would want to have the time to work things out?

Maybe we are not even thinking about marriage, thats why we dun work that hard?

There are so many other things than to just love, who would want to handle more burden when they want someone else to handle it for them?

gOne wiTh tHe Wind..

The weekend passed so quickly that i dun think i did anything at all.. Sat was out since afternoon for theory and went for stephanie's mini concert @ zouk in the everning. Free tix.. After that met six for dinner and was supposedly going to jb but i forgot to bring my passport.. And they went in like 1am in the morning??? crazy pple... Went home and rest.. Sunday.. my lazy day.. Went westmall anyway.. wanted to fix my addidas shoes but the cobbler can't fix it.. damn.. went looking for a battery charger.. cant find either.. heck. ended up grocery shopping again.. latest crave now is making beef patties..ha. Must be mad. Still can't find my oregano leaves. Went ntuc first cos i got the ntuc card but found out they dun sell beef there.. double damn.. still bought some stuff there and went back to west mall again to get my beef.. the queue is like hello kitty queue but i learnt to be patient and went thru it.. Just came back from ec from supper and soon i'm going to work again.. bleh.. Not enuff! My lazy bones said not enuff!






My first Retro Vegetarian Restaurant..






My supper..

ReADinG....

Currently reading this book that that teaches you to be a lil human... its called: If Life is a game, these are the stories.

*If everything in life were perfect, there would be little to learn. It is through adversity and challenge that we discover who we are. Some of us do very little with what we have while others do an enormous amount with hardly anything at all. Perhaps its the person who makes miracles happen and doesn't think twice that truly inspires us to not only be grateful for what we have, but who inspires us to transcend our limitations as well.

One of the late nites again..

Last movie of 2004-Kungfu Hustle. Cant tolerate somebody that is more crappy than me but nevertheless, it was crappy kindda funny. ha.

First movie of 2005-Meet the fockers. Another crappy one. But the focker family is cool. =) Not too bad.

First enrolment-Bike. Been thinking abt it for 3 years and finally its done. Maybe it will take me another 3 years to get my licence.heh..

Was talking to Gatsby. About the world, about the perceptions, about the disaster yet again. Maybe i should try dying of hunger or maybe freeze to death cos i am inhumane. The feeling of waiting to die and yet want to live. Only then i will understand what they are going thru. The pain, suffering, the torture and the hurt. But still, living is still about death ultimately. Old age and illnesses. I would be the one seeing thru pains, the tortures and the hurts of the world before i die off. Which one is better? Enlighten me.

Good Morning! 1st January 2005

Last year when i was going out, i overheard that the esplanade is cancelling the fireworks for new year cos alot of them are grieving for the tsunami victims. A number of places are actually cancelling the celebrations as well. WHat the heck. Although its a big scale thing, lives are lost, lives are fragile, homes are wrecked, earthquake and tsunamis that happened so near to us, its just that its not us yet. The radio said: It happened to the world, it happened to us. Here's my two cents worth. Its all bullshit. Its a natural disaster. We cannot prevent it. We can only avoid it. We have the watever trackter to track watever vibrations of the earth and movements of the volcanoes. Wat happened to that? Wat about man made disasters? Nuclear bombs? War? Iraq? Terrorists? Lives are lost, homes are wrecked too. Wat about the poorer countries that kids dying of malnutrition? Its happening everyday. Arent we suppose to grieve everyday? Arent we suppose to stop partying totally then? Why dun we all become Mother Theresa or even Ghandi to make the world better place then? Maybe thats the hot topic for now, For the news. Maybe it happened near new year. And another thing: Wat about the trees we killed? the earth we stomped onto the ground to build high rise buildings? We can only take control of the world but not the other way round. How ironic. Who are we anyway?