My knees are weak
I am having diarrhea til my anus bleeds.

Running.... a fever

Having a lousy weekend. First is I have been diagnosed with a permanent sinus, which is probably my cat's the culprit. Then came a major flu and now with a fever. Eyes are burning, head is heavy and body is aching. I need some pity please. Can I lean on somebody? It rhymes! Damn it. Its the flu season. I caught the bug.

Did you know?
I don't know.
How can you not know?
Because I don't wanna know.
Why should I know?
Because everybody knows.
So?
You have to know.
Just shut up.

You killed me.
Is it?
Yes
How?
Your words.
Really?
Are you hurt?
No. I just died.

Bad Resolution

How can one lost the handphone and still try to sleep with someone else? Get a life. Or maybe just slutz in progress. Lame. Expect to get pity? Or a "helping hand"? This world is just full of shit. Pissed. Ok, Its the new year & I survived it. Drank a bottle of Bombay Gin. Headache was not so bad. Its a tradition for me to get really fucked up on festive season. Its a damn curse which I can't shake off. But! I did! I kept my cool & tolerated shit, like pple got fucked up & I got annoyed. I kept it. So slowly the night went. Drink drank drunk, drank drink drunk, drunk drink drank. I suppose this is a good year for me already. Its just another year. So resolution? How abt something for a change? I hope i can be a bitch, be less sane, be insensitive, more selfish, heck all responsibilities, have fun, go clubs, get hooked up with someone else or many other someone else, get more drunk.The solution to the world. Then maybe pple will get to notice me. Ha. No, seriously, i want to lose some weight. Maybe treat myself better. If i can be the above, i dun mind too. Heh.

Happy Christmas And Merry New Year!

Wishing all my friends a blessed year ahead! Went to market this morning and found out that there was Watson's in my neighbourhood. Yeh! My dad told me its been opened for three weeks already. That shows that I've neen busy. As usual. I guess this is the time for finding an excuse to celebrate yet again, with another public holiday. Please get get and be merry! CHeerS!

MOS night

Went for the opening. The queue is way longer than hello kitty's. Well, so I joined the queue with faith. I tot, I can do it on halloween's night @ zouk when its full house, I should have no probs getting in this one. No matter what. Pple were leaving in the end, I had a few hiccups with my friends, the queue getting shorter, but it was still stuck. Damn. Finally my time came with the invite that can get me friggin in. For free. The place is friggin big. I got lost finding the toilet. And the toilet is huge. Imagine that. Its totally cool. Main hall, hip hop room, RnB room, Retro room and those redundant rooms for meeting and private functions. I went in with a tour guide, telling me what the rooms are.. heh.. she went for the soft launch party, thats why. So I suppose i badly need a drink to get in the mood for club. Whatever happens, drink & get merry. I had a terrible headache after that. I would love to go there again, with no tensions please. Thank you.

No queues guaranteed


million disco balls at the retro room.

Another wisdom tooth

I just went for an extraction just now. MC for tmr. Yeh. The next two extractions will be major. I can't rem where i left my previous tooth. Its somewhere in the room. I dun rem throwing it away.. or did i? Damn. Now my 2 teeth can't meet.. My mouth is still numb.. reminds me of Deuce Bigalow. ha, except there is no one i can confess my love to. Where is my other tooth?.......

Time Capsule

Finally. I got rid of my container full of memories. Left there for like 8 long years, collecting dust. Tons of letters from the past, made me felt so loved. I had to throw it all away. I need to clear my space. My journals dated from 1996. That was my history. Those whatever tots, feelings I had. Those memeories that I clinged on, of no use cos it will never be the same again. Life's life. My old friend said; Old won't go, new couldn't come. I was waiting for the new to come first then get rid of the old one. ha. Guess it will not happen.
Extracted from one of my old journals;

*Feelings overwhelm me
So blind that I can't see
Love cuts me deeply
Sadness live in it
& I know happiness has left quietly

Sugarfly

Damn my leave was not approved. I had to clear leave before 15th. So I took the 15th. There goes my plan. Or maybe there is no plan at all. I am so consumed by my work and I am suffering from memory loss. Went Thumper the other day. I began to detest and not being able to enjoy myself. Maybe I was not drunk that day. Maybe I was looking for another high. It becomes a routine for me, for my mind, thinking of work the next day. I am completely fine with my work. Meaningless to see who is with who, being seen with whom, "hi, how are you? this is who and who." Maybe I am not with someone else. I tot I can enjoy myself... Maybe I will the next time round. 5 jugs of whatever alcohol please. Maybe I'm just old.

I am so obsessed in making my cat fat.

I am getting a dining set from a friend, friend's friend's friend. At least I am getting something from my wishlist. If it can come true then maybe i will input more. ha. I realised i loan the company van. for free. but, no license. damn. i need one. soon. Eve told me Joyce was going taiwan. Dunno if she went already. for election? Planning to go with dad in april. Then we can flaunt our hokkien speaking skills. heh. my current travel plan i to spend new year overseas. KL? anyone? 30th till the 2nd. 2006. i want a long bus ride. i want to stay in bukit bintang. i want to go bintang walk.

*Different frequencies will lead to electricution.

**Its amazing some people are still around because it's illegal to kill them.

**Get a life of yourself, not from others.

I am getting forgetful. There are so many things I wanted to write but everything is blank now. My pirated memory card. Damn. I need to remember to fix up a dental appt, massage appt,my d&d dinner on 17th Dec, get papers for my printer and buy a new h/p. I need to change my monitor, motherboard and casing. Chinese new year is coming, I have to get some clothes, buy some stuff for the house.I feel like changing my kitchen table, get a big seawater fishtank, change my floor tiles, get a bathtub, okay.. I am thinking too much..

Finally, I know what one of my issues I'm having. I want to write it all down already. I saw a comment @ Today newspapers the other day. It pisses me off. It said the non smokers shud have a right to pour water on those who smoke and invade their space. I was angry. Talking about accomodating. Its the same as being a racist. Dun you have legs to walk away? What about those who burn the joss papers & jossticks? Why dun you pour water over it? What about those who drives? Exhaust fumes? Why dun you put a knob on the pipe? Irritating. Although I am not a chain smoker, I seriously dun agree on that comment. Who do you think you are anyway?

Phuket05

3 days 2 nights.. I had fun. Opening night left me in awe. We went tiger(Thai Girl) show. What those men said were true. They can do anything to their pussies.. blowing whistle, putting in ping pong balls, smoke, opening coke bottles, to putting in 20 razor blades in and taking them out. Not forgetting cocks.. they hit the drums with their cocks.. speechless.. Basically all the performers up there are naked. Too bad no cameras allowed.
Went for shooting and bungy jumping next day. Shooting was ok but the jump was insane! 60metres high. Crazy.. The fear and the excitement. Finally did it. Went shopping after that. Nothing much basically.. the beach is crowded with people. Over commercialized. Disappointing.
Departure day - Went to get a tattoo done. Cheap!

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Lalalala

I realised I have been neglecting my blog a lil cos I found my black book. Complicating. Repulsive. I watched Chocolate factory last nite at home. I would prefer Chocolate than Corpse bride. Funny they have the same actor and actress. Low budget maybe. I was thinking about holidaying this coming new year. Wierd how I always think about going away when the year is coming to an end.. I would really want to spend some quiet time... Think I'm getting old. I'm going Phuket next weekend. Company trip. How lucky. Too bad it doesnt coincide with Nation V. Talking about getting quiet.. Guess I can't really go eye cruising.. heh..

Making of Halloween night.

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Getting Married!

I received a call from my ex-neighbour last few weeks. She tried to reach me at home but I was always sleeping. So I asked my dad, She getting married is it? And yes she is. Today is the day. I din expect her to call me on my mobile, asking me to attend. Well, usually people move and forget, living their own lives, getting busy, who knows who is married anyway? Only when we meet on the streets, then we started to talk about casual things, and then after, continue our lives, getting busy again.. Someone whom I always find to hang out with when I was younger, going to each other houses, learning to cook soup from her mother, is getting married. Guess I'm grateful that I'm remembered.

Value?

VALUE = An amount, as of goods, services, or money, considered to be a fair and suitable equivalent for something else; a fair price or return.
Monetary or material worth: the fluctuating value of gold and silver.
Worth in usefulness or importance to the possessor; utility or merit: the value of an education.
A principle, standard, or quality considered worthwhile or desirable: “The speech was a summons back to the patrician values of restraint and responsibility”

*Who decides the value? The value of friends, the relationships, family and work?

Are you destined to be single test?

It's not a shock that you're still single. While you're surely a perfectly wonderful human being, you aren't putting yourself in situations where potential partners can discover your natural charm and magnetism! You're just not helping yourself find a date; you may turn down great opportunities to get to know people out of sheer laziness, set unreasonable standards for dating material, or behave in ways that do not signal "available". Perhaps you are an extremely independent person or you just don't really care if you manage to snag a compatible partner. If dating is just fun and games for you and you don't give a fig that you're single, there's nothing wrong with your casual dating behavior. If you are looking for love, however, it wouldn't hurt to start putting in more of an effort. Let your friends set you up, take some classes where you can meet other singles, and give people a chance before you decide they're not the one for you. As long as you don't cross that fine line between friendliness and desperation, you'll be boosting your chances of making a love connection!

*Do I really have to be attached???

Attention Seeker

Cynical ME


pOrn?


Lantern Festival= Candle Festival?

MY TOy

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