Have you realised that maybe the people around you, your friends didn't change. It is you who have changed. I felt a tinge of sadness. Maybe I did change. I grew up. Different people made different choices and have different experiences. I could have been worst. Be it in character or behaviour. I could have been self-centred, unreasonable, erratic or even narcistic. I am glad I didn't. Because all those doesn't matter anymore.

Finally I brought the backpack home.. I asked pa the backpack nice or not, he said " you want to become peace already. " I asked him what is peace? He said (lao)老 hippies. So backpacking trip is for 老 hippies...

Everyday anyday.

Its been 2 days. My fridge has papaya, honeydew, grapes, mangoes and oranges. 1st day I asked pa, got apples not? He said don't have. 2nd day after dinner, I asked pa again. Why no apples? He has been eating oranges every night. Then he said " No teeth how to eat?!" Now I know why he keep eating oranges cos he can't eat apples!. =S

She said she read my blog recently.. I was like its so long time ago since I last posted. Then she asked me if I'm ok... Like huh? She asked if I am self-emoing. I am not currently and wasn't emo-ing since the last post. So maybe now I get it. When I emo, I blog. Maybe when I am disappointed with humans, I blog. But that doesn't change anything. I'm tired. Really. I will be just here, all the time, complaining. Right now I'm just happy. Quietly watching what humans are up to on their longest sleeves..