pickup line?

Like always, i stayed at home and there was a knock on my door when i was doing my laundry. i opened up and saw this guy promoting abt TCC coupons.. asking me to buy $500 worth of vouchers, getting one for one when dining in for just 40 bux. i was so tempted but too bad, i left my money in my bank. Rejected his offer and he started to chat with me, persuading me to get cos its e last day offer. Stood on my ground and where to get the money, ritE? Closed the door and that settles it. 5 mins later, there was a knock again.. its him and he said my neighbour bought it, am i sure to give it a go, i said yes. then he said he wud like to gimme his no and ask me to ask him out sumtime.. haha.. i was flattered cos i was just wearing my boxers and t shirt with a hair band on my head. Who wud pick up a girl like that? Must be crazy.. anywayz, admire his guts.. wondering if he does that to every door he knocks. Too bad, he's not my type, left a chapter on my blog though.=)

Religion..bleh..

Went to town with ked,nuf and laura today.. caught ‘Enter The Phoenix’ movie.. quite lame actually. A combination of Captain Planet and Matrix 5, haha. It could be better if they spoke in cantonese and no censorship. Well, there handsome actors, so not too bad. They are suppose to be handsome, aren’t they? After that, we went borders.. was looking at the self help section when I saw ‘If God is single’. Was thinking the authors nowadays are trying so hard to let consumers to pick up their books.. anywayz, I din take it. While I was taking a bus home, I kept thinking abt the book, damn shud have known to browse it. Well known as a pessimistic freak, was wondering being single is bad enuff and everybody is seeing everybody, wat will happen to God? He is forever single, some of the pple are ignoring Him, taking it for granted that he is forever there, dissing Him off when things dun turn our way or making Him as non existance piece of crap. I do believe He created us and let us live. Sometimes we wish we could just end our lives and stop all the misery, but can God die? I think he cant. He still have to see us through watever it takes. Isn’t He more miserable? Isn’t He more heart-broken compared to our failed relationships, failed friendships, watever that fails us, most of all, we failed Him.. I still think we shud live on and continue our legacy and tell the pple wat we’ve been thru and will only die when He allows us to.. or maybe in the next 20 years, I may commit suicide,nobody knows..haha.
(P.S: I am not a very religious person, just stating my thots, any disagreement, that’s your problem. ;Þ)

Blackout

Yesterday when i was sleeping soundly on my bed with my ever cooling air con on, i was woken up by the stillness of the house.. the first thing i was thinking was not how hot it was but " how come so dark"? it turned out there was a major blackout at my estate. Tot my dad din pay the bills.. Well, everybody was up by then checking out wats wrong.. decided to continue sleeping.. Remembering my mum used to fan me with the newspapers, i had no choice but to relive that again.. how inconvenient was that.. Haiz.. mum did all that for me..I'm so grateful. =) anywayz, shuden blame the power failure.. nothing is perfect in this world except family love.. they just make it right when everything seems so wrong. Mmm.. to think i actually wrote that down.. haha..

Emotions

Just finished watching one hk drama series.. and it said (if everyone knows everything in advance, the world won't have happiness, sadness,grieveness and anger). How true is that. We do have alot to learn and overcome all these "shit", or else we will be emotionless, rite? Well, i am an emotional freak.haha! Finally one day passed by.. wondering wat will i be doing tmr.. went westmall to see doctor but unfortunately, it was closed for Good Friday. i ended up shopping.. buying groceries again.. call me housewife wannabe.=D

Sick...

finally i reached my destination.. after a busy day at work.. i have been busy since i started working there, but i am having 3 days off from tmr..
=) feel like cooking up a storm but who is eating? Haiz.. maybe i will just rot @ home.. how no life is that? well, thats wat pple always say... i am ok with it. when i feel like going out, i go out.. my flu hasn't fully recovered and my ears are still blocked.. where is my guardian angel? Mum is coming back tmr.. Good Friday.. Going to her place? No idea.. Jessica called me this morning to go Genting in May.. If my leave approve, but i will be going with my family already.. Too late. Going to sleep soon.. Nite.. hope i wun have leg cramp just like yesterday...

The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know


I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

journal

this is my very first online journal after so many donkey years.. i decided to leave my pen and paper go.. wondering if it has the same feelings i had writing instead of typing... i was wondering if pple wud waste their time looking at other pples journals.. if yes, why dun they start writing their own? contradicting.. feels abit weird when u know ur journal is something personal and yet now u are writing to let everyone see... blah blah blah... i mite as well quit the blogspot thingy rite? anywayz, if it happens, it happens.. one fine day i mite as well leave this place and continue to doodle on my conservative pen and my book..=)