Thursday, March 31, 2005

spongebob!

Spongebob
You're spongebob, eveyone's favorite sponge! You
love you job and couldn't pass your driving
test if your life depended on it

What Spongebob Character are you?? (new pictures)
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You made me laff like mad. We were in the NEL line. Thanks, auntie. You asked cub to SHH!!! haha.. Why dun you use chopstix and make yourself deaf? haha.. Anyone who sit opp you talking either on the phone or chatting with someone, you will surely SHHH!! that person. Luckily you havent hear me roar..

~~Failed my stage 2 practical. Changing of gear.. I think i did quite well. Must be the 2 girls who kept stalling the engines made me nervous.. Damn, better luck next time.

Monday, March 28, 2005

Anyone kind enough to donate a pair of tix for me to watch Avril?
Beware of pickpockets when your pants are down?toilet

cigbutt

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Another busy week although am not working anymore.. went to first practical last thursday. Damn it was difficult. Thought i was going to fail. Luckily the instructor said they dun usually fail pple unless they dunno how to cycle. Phew. Going for the next stage tmr. I am going to be nervous again.Went for the RTT on sat as well. Took the same book and do. If still fail, i dunno wat to say. Went to watch The Eye 10. We laughed like nobodys business. Its a horror show, for goodness sake. Stayed up till morning then sleep. Call me mtv freak.ha. Cub said if my house have SCV, it will explode. heh. And now i cant sleep... cos i just woke up.. i dun wanna be ghost again... tmr will be a tiring day..

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

I feel unsafe doing blogger now. Although its free, they are doing upgrading and i am afraid all my posts will get erased...

I am officially out of job when i left transitlink last wednesday. I received a sms from my officer yesterday saying HR A.M had passed away. I was chatting with him when i left the company. He was well. He is just 36. He is not obese. He dun smoke. He dun drink. He have a wife. He have a 3 year old daughter. He lived life positively. He continued learning and upgrading himself for his knowledge. He is a good man, with a kind heart. I was thinking of writing my own obituary when this news came. I was shocked. How can such person leave this world so early? Couldnt it be those who drink, those who smoked, those who see life not worth living, those like me? He who can spend a lil time talking to me. He said " You are still young, some of the things you havent see and think properly. Learning is a never ending process." I learnt that life, is taken away from you when you learn to appreciate it, when you think you shouldnt leave yet and when you embrace it with full of hope. He left. Not from accident. From lung and heart failure.

Monday, March 14, 2005

Give me a title!

Someone said my blog is full of sadness and unhappy things. She said i shud write about something happy. Something that can make you smile. I guess thats when i fall in love. ha. Who doesnt want a fairytale? I cant afford it and I cant find it either. This is life. Its harsh. Its difficult. OR should I dream that I can marry off someone rich and hope that I can be a tai tai soon? Thats crap. Thats for people who think life is suppose to be easy. What does it take to have ones opinion of everything and let them see what you are seeing? What makes it so difficult? Are they so self centered that they couldnt be bothered of what you are getting across cos they are full of themselves? Or because they have their mind of their own that they cant accept other perceptions?

Thursday, March 10, 2005

At work!!

Yeh!! I am at office doing my blog cos officer is not around and the new girl is taking over my place.=D I have never feel so relieved.. took my RTT yesterday. No confidence..... hope it goes well.. I have almost being free.. Just recovered from fever.. was sleeping at toa payoh alone when i felt so damn cold. Rushed back home in the middle of the nite to see doctor. Shivering like nobody's business. Damn. Wonder if its dengue coming to see me cos i got bites from mosqitoes in my room. Sprayed shieldtox all over this morning when i came to work. Mum's birthday is coming up.. having buffet at toa payoh on the 13th. I realised there alot of photos that i have yet to d/l and am learning to do some layout on my page and songs too.. so many things.. but i am glad i am learning something. =)
I missed the roadtrips i had
I missed the long bus journey where i can think about things
I missed seeing stars at the dark skies
I missed drinking air limau
I think i missed KL
Hint??

**The only way to stop people from talking is to stop talking yourself too.

Monday, March 07, 2005

Saturday, March 05, 2005

annoyed

i am so fucking tired of telling you what to do and how to live cos you dun seem to know and understand why are you here for how pathetic and sad can you be if u cant seem to get a life and enjoy it cos after all its yours and not mine
i can only feel sorry for you and hope that one day you can see what life is really all about
SHUTUPANDGETMOVINGALREADY!!!

Thursday, March 03, 2005

Sometimes we forget, what are we living for
The goals we had,the dreams we shared
Times passed, we were all grown up
Doing things we dunno what we are doing
Just for the sake of living
The dreams we had seemed to be so cold
As we slowly getting old
Limitations that we all had
Responsibilities we have to bear
Life, can we truly live,
Or just life, entangle us that we can't breathe?


How i wish i could just walk away from all these and start all over again, doing things that i want, saying things i shud shuden say. Thats what the rich do. Thats what i called life, but then again, it would be too easy for me. I just wanna be rich. Who dun want to? But thats how life works. Its never easy. Thats where life mould people to be strong, to be tough and most of all, to know how weak you really are.
Run away. Do something. *ROAR*