Killing you would be so much easier for me cos u are causing too much trouble for other pple. Causing too much trouble for me. Killing you will solve everything. If you wanna make amendments, please kill yourself.

Once upon a time, donkeys came out and play!

You are nothing but a living organism in this earth waiting to die.
You are nothing but people make believe that you are something or maybe somebody.
You are just wasting your time.
You think you are something, but you are nothing.
What makes you think you are the best?
You are just a piece of shit.
You disgust me.

Your mercy makes me weak
Your kindness makes me grateful
Your love makes me whole
Forgive me for I've done You wrong
Forgive me for I've cast You aside
Forgive me for I've never treasured You
But I know You never left my side
Quietly You watch me
For You know when I fall, I will call for You
I will cry for You
And You will always be there
To let me know You will never leave
Then I know, I'm nothing without You
I'm worthless without You
Then I know I can't live without You..

Perfect Love

Funny how u wanted the person to be the one perfect person that you always imagined, that you can love, how wonderful with no shortcomings, no faults and full of love. But things are not wat it seems to be. Love, is perfect, but not people. I want to fall in love, can i be perfect?

XX: Eh, your car got cockroaches leh.
XXX: how come?
XX: Dunno leh.
XXX: Ok lor, when u come back then sell the car.
Me: .....

One song about a girl
I can't breathe when I'm around her
I'll wait here everyday
In case she'll scratch the surface
She'll never notice

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

Last night I knew what to say
But you weren't there to hear it
These lines so well rehearsed
Tongue tied and overloaded
You never notice

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone wants
To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone...

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

Make It Mine

I so wanna kiss you!!

To whoever

How funny to see your friend give up so easily when you actually been thru the bottomless pit and up. It makes you feel like giving up too. No matter what happens, you will never die. It makes you feel so much worst than dying. Thats the best part of it. Being a coward of not falling in love again and afraid of being hurt. How much tears you cried, we are just human. We are not perfect. Choosing of hurting others or just waiting to be hurt. We have to go thru this cycle over and over again. When are we gonna be clever?

I'm blessed with some good friends, having a good time and i met the most beautiful smile today. =)

Zonked out

I've been having strange tots when I'm zonked out recently. I'm wondering if i was already dead and the scenario keeps repeating itself cos when you are near death, the scenario will not change. Everything seems quiet. The nights i have spent were the quietest of them all as though i was in a vacuum. I'm getting psychotic.

thew nia seng says:
i can fuck very well but i dun tok well in front of girls
thew nia seng says:
do u think i will get girls

chrisgan says:
life is sometimes unfair
chrisgan says:
without reason
chrisgan says:
why other can up and up
chrisgan says:
for no reason?
chrisgan says:
mayb cos he is hansome?
chrisgan says:
she is pretty?
chrisgan says:
nothing is 100% wat u wan

Over

I'm having mental block on my own damn blog. Things happened and passed by too quickly, before I can remember anything else, I've forgotten everything else. I've been stuffing myself with food recently and maybe I should post up my pornographic photos to make people sick. People make me sick anyway. It comes along with piss sometimes. I'm looking for a great entertainer.

my mario...

Flickering lights on trains, Beautiful graffitti on the walls. I'm close to madness. I want it all.

I'D GIVE UP EVERYTHING JUST BECAUSE I LOVE YOU. WOULD YOU DO THE SAME?

Just shut up.

I've got no mood to blog recently although i have thousand and one things to write abt. Communications equals complications indeed when words are passed around freely like nobodys business. You are not liable for the words anyway. Who cares? Before you put your finger to anyone, kindly pls take a look at yourself. If you got nothing kind to say, pls shut the fuck up. Thank you.
Stepping other people down to make yourself look good will only make you uglier.

No matter what happens
Keep journey on
I’m holding back the tears
From falling down

Someday we’ll both know
How clever life is
No matter how bitter
It is a meaningful lesson

Hopefully, your absence
Will not change anything
Hopefully, I can overcome
My loneliness

Someday we’ll both know
How clever life is
No matter how bitter
It is a meaningful lesson