865377 says:
Kana hooked by who
StooPid liL fLy says:
hooked by mermaid lor
StooPid liL fLy says:
865377 says:
serious ar? intro lei
StooPid liL fLy says:
shes mine lor
865377 says:
get to know her from e sea?
865377 says:
lol
StooPid liL fLy says:
yah
StooPid liL fLy says:
how u noe?
StooPid liL fLy says:
she is really from the sea
StooPid liL fLy says:
but too bad she is not online

Sickening SicK! Again!

Flu. Sore throat. Cold. HAte getting sick, it means I'm weak. Fucks. Can't wait for the virus to go away. Quit smoking for 2 days already.. How cool is that?

Another stupid night..

Crazy.. yes I am..

As a friend..

As a friend, i can only do this much
As a friend, i will not reject you if its within my means
As a friend, i will try to be there when you need someone
As a friend, i only want you to be happy
As a friend, i want you to stand up on your own so that i can lean on you too.

After all these while..

Life seems to change. I dunno why. I dun fucking care. Thats an understatement. I am happy. Or am I not? I was reading my past entries and read some of the comments. I am living in a real world. So fucking real that I am able to see the ugly side of it.
I fucking live in a fantasy world. Wake up my fucking idea. Complaining abt the world will not change anything. I have to change. Change. Change. Change. I did change, and saw. the world.

Superstars!

Suddenly...

Mmmm... Suddenly I rememebered somebody saying me being terrible and horrible. Am I that lousy?

Suddenly someboday said she wanna eat prawn mee after that. Wat happened?

I had alot of hugs yesterday. Hugs can de stress. I like it. Give me a hug when you see me. I need hugs.

Somebody = Someboday

Argh!!

Feel like screaming my lungs out but too bad i am coming home. I miss my prey. She is away for 5 days and not 5 fucking years..

My piercing smells like durian.
My tatt is scaling.

Incorrigible

Drunk. Memory loss. Fucks. Scary. Fun. Haha.

I'm feeling retro..

Wednesday. Tattoo. Wooohooooo!

Mooo...

Got my septum pierced. Finally.. Enjoyed every second of it. I cant wait for my next tatt.. hahaha!! Physical hurt is always better than emotional hurt.. But please dun punch me.

Song lyrics | Happy Ending lyrics

Whatever

If thoughts can be written as words, how many hearts will be broken? If love can be expressed through actions, how many will learn to cherish? How much hurt would you feel in order to be loved? How much sadness you can take in order to feel happiness? Its either black or white, right or wrong, love or hate, yes or no. I'm afraid that if you are happy now, there's always a time to be sad. Longing for love, yet can't handle being heartbroken. How many times when you're sleeping with someone, you know she is the one for you? How many times when you're holding hands with the one your other half, you know she will always be there for you? Or is it just a habit? You are so used to her, it has become a part of your life. Yet she can walk out on you anytime. Isn't it a losing game?

Gentle breeze, quiet thoughts.

I feel a sense of calmness when i come to you. I feel peaceful when i talk to you. I get a sense of security when i'm around you. I know i won't be alone because you will always be be there. Love, conquers all. Your presense conquers all. You make me feel small, but i know i will be safe. You are important to me.

Happy, Really.

I am feeling so damn happy these few days. Everyone has a market. Market of admirers. I have a market. I love supermarkets. I am happy how this realistic world works. I am happy how people love me. I am happy how people only hang out with only cool people. I am happy that they dun feel ashamed of themselves for choosing friends. I am happy that they think that they are so damn cool. I am so fucking happy. Really. I am just an auntie at heart. Really.

Love

What's more than love? What's bigger than love?

What's your purpose?

Everyone does things with a purpose. A purpose to get rich, get famous, get known, get watever. Does anyone do things with a heart anymore? Someone might say, if u do things without a purpose, then you have lived your life in vain. So how much can you accomplish? Then how much love have you given? How much have you cared? Do you really bother? I guess nowadays you get hurt easily doing things in an emotional level cos no one really cares anymore. Its always with a purpose.

SicK!!

High fever - 39Degrees
Flu - Running Nose
Cough - Chesty Cough
Muscle Ache

Requested for a jab. On my butt. I'm feeling like shit. Fuck.

Drink and be Merry!!

We humans are so complicating that we dun understand ourselves, what more about others? Kindly show some love to those who needed it this festive season. I know I have my fair share already cos i want to be selfish. There is no love for me to give for now.. I just wanna take and take and take and take. And take and take and take. Love is free, so i guess its pretty worthless. If it takes your life away, then its worth something. Funny how the more you can't get it, the more you wanna have it. But the moment you have it, it doesn't interest you anymore. So maybe the next step to it is to cherish. How hard it is to learn how to cherish? Or maybe be grateful? Or learn to appreciate? Life isn't just about you alone. Me alone. But i just wanna be selfish. Really. My love is worthless cos i give them out for free.