Brain^leSs

How much crap can you endure before you shut the person up? Somebody shut me up. Social pressure, that makes the person you are today, ain't it?

Another Rubbish

When you love someone so deeply, it becomes intoxicating. When you hate someone so deeply, your heart breaks easily. There is no choice but to hate in order to forget. The anger and hatred that erases everything. When you think of all those times you were together, they are just memories. He said, when you love, you have to forget yourself and think that there is only one for you.But that is when there are only two of us. There wuden be issues and circumstances to think and to take care of. True love. Tell me about it.
Have you ever thought of something in your mind and dunno what are you thinking about suddenly? Nevermind me.

*Everything changes, but nothing changes.

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Going to work tmr. Planning a trip this year end. Not aussie. Sumwhere near probably. So many things to do. Wonder if i am able to get it all done.Feeling lousy today. Maybe because i'm home the whole freaking day. Crazy when u are out, time passes by quickly. Wish u had stayed at home and let time pass slowly, but likewise, its boring! In the end, tmr still have to work..*Sigh* Rubbish. Counting down to year end...everyday.. i think my cat is the one enjoying life.. in this household. Learnt how to post pictures already, heh.. So there will be alot of pics coming up. =D

POST CONCEPTUAL PSYCHOLOGY

We know the mind is free. We know the spirit lives in breath and in action. And yes our knowledge is false but at least we make no pretense about it. You will never understand yourself and if you try to do so, it is nothing but a trap and an illusion so SCREW your therapist and probably you both will feel better. There is no truth, there is no knowledge, you will never get these things however how much you pay and anyone who tries to sell you these things is trying to deceive you.There are ghosts and spirits all around you and once we could see them, yes thats rite, once we could talk to them to them and everything and now we cant. So we should all weep because we have all been driven so mad that we have lost contact and it is ALL THEIR FAULT.
It is the pschologists who need treatment and not us. Spike their drinks if you have the chance. The only reason they studied psychology in the first place was because they thought they could find out why they were so crazy themselves without anyone else finding out about it, so dun let them get away with it.If you think it will drive you mad then is is perfectly understandable because you live in a madhouse full of LIES and more LIES. It is not surprising if you go mad yourself, for there is no escape except the escape of freedom. In fact, you would have to be mad not to go mad under the circumstances.

(THINK)

The Dating Game

The Dating Game. There are several couples together. One of the couples broke up and caused a ripple. They will date other people in the group. Some of them will be unfaithful and it will break the chain. Wat the other party do, the circle will know. They reshuffle and got attached all over again. How tiring the whole process will be and how hard it is to be able to date when you get older....







*The complexicity of the brain, no one will understand.

Hangout?

This is my weekend hangout after a night of booze and bullshit..To think i even forget the appointment i made with the HDB personal.. sucky.. Mum caught me.. Made a mess at her place.. Din expect to be back so early.. anyway i have already forgotten all abt it.. Let alone cleaning up. I am starting to play the blame game again... *bleh*

A Picture Paints A Thousand Words.

This is wat i do everyday, Mondays to Fridays.. This is Life. My Life.



Kiasu to board, Kiasee to move in.*ROAR*


Stand behind the yellow line, are you deaf?

FACES ARE NOT TAKEN TO PROTECT THEIR PRIVACY, THEY DUN WANNA BE KNOWN, DO THEY?

Happy birthday!!!!

Walking ciggerettes.fucking drunkards.thats wat we were yesterday night.Happy birthday Peenut. Din know so many people love you.Include me?In case your index finger is hurting.Its me.No doubt about it.Saw alot of things going on in the club's toilet.queues.make up.lipstick.eye brows.nail polish.skirts.boobs.gossip.Mens' toilet please.Its quiet.no queues.no bimbos. thats the difference.

TRIBUTE TO TREES

I have been working in the office for nearly a year and whenever i go for a smoke, i see those trees. The wild trees that grow and wither. Perhaps no one even notice or care, but they carry my thoughts. They listen to my thoughts. I din know they are chopping off those defenseless trees just for the sake of building the bloody circle line. For peoples' sake, for the convenience of our human race. We are indeed moving, upgrading and enhancing our lives with better things. We destroy the things that obstruct our way, to get our better-living lifestyle. Have we forgotten why are we here? To make this place a better place to live in? Arent we good now? Why are we always not satisfied? Why dun they ask the owner who planted the trees there, who owned the world when humans stepped onto this ground, ask him can we do watever we humans are doing now? Arent trees living things? Although they dun bleed, they dun feel but i do.

Sprained chest bones. Breathing difficulty.collecting ants.i hate everything about you.

Thinking~~So in Love.Breakup.Still love one another.But still have to break up.Not compatible.Move on.How?You never try you never know.Why are you attached in the first place?Explain?Will you love again?If yes, then wat is your previous relationship called?Why people can still call it love of their life?Can somebody gimme a bloody definition of love, instead of putting it off to describe" Its a feeling." Am I dead or wat?

Alrite.Someone has already explained on Fridae. That was fast. All thanks to Tazmania.=D

Abandoned site^^

Some of my friends had decided to abandon their blogs... Wonder why they did it in the first place. Makes me think if its a good thing to do. I made a journal of my own too.. The old-fashioned way.. Will it drain me out with my own freaking thoughts? Went Zouk yesterday.. We were at Mox for awhile.. to meet a friend. That place is dead.Maybe when i am 35, i will go there. Still got 12 years to go.. or maybe when i feel like mtv-ing i mite go? eh.. i dun think so... cant smoke, no loud music. I am loud! Bloody Hell. Talking abt zouk, i went with the usual suspects. Skip the refused entry, we managed to get in with the help of the VIP anyway, ha. One more thing, Heineken makes me pee alot but din get me anywhere. I was actually quite sober till the end. Nearly got into a fight. Too bad it din happen. Pisses me off again. So fucking wat if u are drunk? thats ur problem. trying to be friendly again? Get lost. Men! looking at women at a piece of meat. Why dun you go home and learn some manners? or look at your mum instead?Perverts.



*You wun die without someone. You will die without yourself.

**Dude, Where's my head?
**I thought I left it on the toilet seat?
**I think you flushed it down.

Bite my head OFF!!

ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY! GET A LIFE AND STOP PISSING PEOPLE OFF! AND ONE MORE THING, MISS I, STOP ACTING FRIENDLY AND WIN VOTES FOR YOURSELF. MISS PLASTIC. DO I EVEN KNOW YOU? STOP WASTING MY TIME, BITCH. ROAR!!!!

~Take me to the shallow water, before i get too deep.
Will i be contented without encountering the dangers that lies beneath?

Are You EviL?

I am 60% evil.

I'm getting there. I haven't done all the damage I could do but I've done quite a bit. I'm just over the border into the Evil Zone.

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Monday~~

Lets recap wat i've done over the weekend...
** Thursday: Went to have dinner with 6ix at holland V. Had KFC. Guess its not very happening to her cos she asked me do i always come here for KFC? It looks so dead.. Well, the chickens are dead and fried anywayz, kakaka.. Rubbish.. Wonder if she will call me and whine abt wat i write.. No offence, ya? =D
** Friday: Went down town after work to meet grouch. Thanks for the band. Love it. Nicer than the previous one. =) Its still tied on my ankle. Phew.. Went mums place after that.. So scary to stay alone, not to say i never stayed alone before but its different. Felt so empty. Maybe i dun frequent there.. Had nightmare that night.. Sucky.
** Saturday: Went to collect blanket and off to sentosa with grouch. Made the membership there. =) Free entry, woohoo! Guess i'm going there more often.. I like to tan there..dunno why..Mmm.. probably EC is too far for me? After that went BBQ at grouch's place. Only 3 of us. haha. I started the fire alone and i am proud of it.. heh.. The sense of satisfaction is there.. Its only fire wat.. But u never know the story behind it...Long long time ago..I was fuming with fire then..ha.
** Sunday: Slag at home the whole day. Globe actually asked me to kayak but EC.... ahem.. hee.. But i manage to do some chores at home like laundry and cleaning the fan..=) Erm... it actually rainned that day? Luckily i din make the trip..Suppose to meet grouch again for shopping in the evening but i slept it off..So, that's basically it.. Monday, work again.. When will it be December? Counting down...

?QUestion Mark?

Have you ever thought your decision being a yes or no can be critical to another person? i realised if you say no to another person, she may feel disappointed because of ur disapproval and its like ignoring her existance? She may be very happy to let you know that you will be supporting her watever it is.. But on the other hand, if you say yes to it, will she not abuse it? will she not take you for granted? Why dun you make decisions on ur own then? only u are answerable for ur own actions? Will you be able to do it with no strings attach? Will you not have friends around you to feed you with diff perspectives and be confused? Does anyone really stand alone? Really alone?