TRIBUTE TO TREES

I have been working in the office for nearly a year and whenever i go for a smoke, i see those trees. The wild trees that grow and wither. Perhaps no one even notice or care, but they carry my thoughts. They listen to my thoughts. I din know they are chopping off those defenseless trees just for the sake of building the bloody circle line. For peoples' sake, for the convenience of our human race. We are indeed moving, upgrading and enhancing our lives with better things. We destroy the things that obstruct our way, to get our better-living lifestyle. Have we forgotten why are we here? To make this place a better place to live in? Arent we good now? Why are we always not satisfied? Why dun they ask the owner who planted the trees there, who owned the world when humans stepped onto this ground, ask him can we do watever we humans are doing now? Arent trees living things? Although they dun bleed, they dun feel but i do.

Sprained chest bones. Breathing difficulty.collecting ants.i hate everything about you.

Thinking~~So in Love.Breakup.Still love one another.But still have to break up.Not compatible.Move on.How?You never try you never know.Why are you attached in the first place?Explain?Will you love again?If yes, then wat is your previous relationship called?Why people can still call it love of their life?Can somebody gimme a bloody definition of love, instead of putting it off to describe" Its a feeling." Am I dead or wat?

Alrite.Someone has already explained on Fridae. That was fast. All thanks to Tazmania.=D

Abandoned site^^

Some of my friends had decided to abandon their blogs... Wonder why they did it in the first place. Makes me think if its a good thing to do. I made a journal of my own too.. The old-fashioned way.. Will it drain me out with my own freaking thoughts? Went Zouk yesterday.. We were at Mox for awhile.. to meet a friend. That place is dead.Maybe when i am 35, i will go there. Still got 12 years to go.. or maybe when i feel like mtv-ing i mite go? eh.. i dun think so... cant smoke, no loud music. I am loud! Bloody Hell. Talking abt zouk, i went with the usual suspects. Skip the refused entry, we managed to get in with the help of the VIP anyway, ha. One more thing, Heineken makes me pee alot but din get me anywhere. I was actually quite sober till the end. Nearly got into a fight. Too bad it din happen. Pisses me off again. So fucking wat if u are drunk? thats ur problem. trying to be friendly again? Get lost. Men! looking at women at a piece of meat. Why dun you go home and learn some manners? or look at your mum instead?Perverts.



*You wun die without someone. You will die without yourself.

**Dude, Where's my head?
**I thought I left it on the toilet seat?
**I think you flushed it down.

Bite my head OFF!!

ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY!ANGRY! GET A LIFE AND STOP PISSING PEOPLE OFF! AND ONE MORE THING, MISS I, STOP ACTING FRIENDLY AND WIN VOTES FOR YOURSELF. MISS PLASTIC. DO I EVEN KNOW YOU? STOP WASTING MY TIME, BITCH. ROAR!!!!

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Will i be contented without encountering the dangers that lies beneath?

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Monday~~

Lets recap wat i've done over the weekend...
** Thursday: Went to have dinner with 6ix at holland V. Had KFC. Guess its not very happening to her cos she asked me do i always come here for KFC? It looks so dead.. Well, the chickens are dead and fried anywayz, kakaka.. Rubbish.. Wonder if she will call me and whine abt wat i write.. No offence, ya? =D
** Friday: Went down town after work to meet grouch. Thanks for the band. Love it. Nicer than the previous one. =) Its still tied on my ankle. Phew.. Went mums place after that.. So scary to stay alone, not to say i never stayed alone before but its different. Felt so empty. Maybe i dun frequent there.. Had nightmare that night.. Sucky.
** Saturday: Went to collect blanket and off to sentosa with grouch. Made the membership there. =) Free entry, woohoo! Guess i'm going there more often.. I like to tan there..dunno why..Mmm.. probably EC is too far for me? After that went BBQ at grouch's place. Only 3 of us. haha. I started the fire alone and i am proud of it.. heh.. The sense of satisfaction is there.. Its only fire wat.. But u never know the story behind it...Long long time ago..I was fuming with fire then..ha.
** Sunday: Slag at home the whole day. Globe actually asked me to kayak but EC.... ahem.. hee.. But i manage to do some chores at home like laundry and cleaning the fan..=) Erm... it actually rainned that day? Luckily i din make the trip..Suppose to meet grouch again for shopping in the evening but i slept it off..So, that's basically it.. Monday, work again.. When will it be December? Counting down...

?QUestion Mark?

Have you ever thought your decision being a yes or no can be critical to another person? i realised if you say no to another person, she may feel disappointed because of ur disapproval and its like ignoring her existance? She may be very happy to let you know that you will be supporting her watever it is.. But on the other hand, if you say yes to it, will she not abuse it? will she not take you for granted? Why dun you make decisions on ur own then? only u are answerable for ur own actions? Will you be able to do it with no strings attach? Will you not have friends around you to feed you with diff perspectives and be confused? Does anyone really stand alone? Really alone?

Love?

Love came, I know it but you dun. It lingers for awhile and it gets stronger cos I know I missed you. I wish it could leave but no, it doesn’t. I dun care if you even know, I just wanna be free from you. maybe its just me. I am so infatuated. Infatuated by you.. will you love me like I do?

Survival on Great 8!

Yes! i finally accomplished something that is absolutely nonsensical and got a cert for it. The time is now 1830hrs and still going strong. Am now still having dinner at Bud's house. Incredible huh? No LCD tv to be won but had a consolation prize though and that is 2 tix for Ballet under the stars..thought i had a family curse cos i din win anything in my entire life. to think that the first name they called was me.. thought it was somebody else when they read the I.D no, it cuden be wrong.. Wondering who will actually go with me...mmm.. and there are like tons of door gifts too.. mostly shampoo, i've got like 3 of them, one mcdonalds The Dog pillow but its in black, erm... spiderman comicbook, trading cards and notebook. My fave door gift will be the free entry pass to sentosa!Woohoo! the movies are basically nice except for Ladykillers. not much of a storyline.. most recommended: white chicks, without a paddle and dodgeball if you caught zoolander before..haha.. looking forward to the sentosa trip... tanning..=) guess i will knockout when i reach home... but i wanna listen to my F.I.R album. Just bought it and has accompanied thruout my journey. alrighty, headingfor home sweet home... Tmr still gotta work. Will go laminate my cert tmr in my office, keke..

Light of my Life

Its been a hectic week.. Buddy's gf is in ICU for dengue, went to check on her yesterday and now i am having diarrhea.. is it in the trend? Or issit just me? Saw so many things going on in the ward.. The old auntie opp her is actually passing away and all her family members were there.. Pardon us but we have been staring at them to see wat is going to happen next.. Catholics.. doing some rituals.. Saddening.. Luckily she is just in ICU for observation.. tubes everywhere around her body.. The big machine is always making this noise like an alarm, irritating.. She is fine, can talk and make jokes but she wanna go home. Who dun wanna? staying in that kind of place..But still, she have to be observed..There is this 'meesee' who actually explained every detail of dengue and answers all our questions. looks like Lucy Liu..heh..Not bad if u have this kind of nurse looking after you, yah? *wink* Hopefully she gets transferred to her ward this afternoon..

My fast-forwarded weekend**

Went out on friday to catch a play with Kyon and lyn. Mergers and Wills. To think i have so much emotions and thoughts abt it. Quite nice. It would be better if its in English, ya? =) Supposed to to C&C which i have no idea why its packed with pple.. *scratch head* Went down to 5'10 instead. drink and drink..had fun.. i have such good laugh when im with them. So i decided to go out with them the next day. Supposed to go kayaking but slept till 230pm.. my usual routine is to wake up at 10am and go market? ha. Met them at boat quay and karaoke-ing again.. drink and drink again.. cant drink much cos headaches.. dunno why whenever i drink, my headaches come..i shud be damn. Wedding is suppose to be 1200pm the next day and guess wat? Came home at 7am in the morning.. Must be disappointing to have me as a colleague.. Went out again.. with XB. Basically stoning away.. got my puma t-shirt. *Glee* and some others.. ikea is so packed with pple and we headed down to Mt Faber, courtesy of grouch. =D Nice place to stone again.. talking rubbish, blah blah... wanted to wash car but freaking tired and its only 11pm if i remembered. Sorry pal.. Monday is almost over and saturday is coming again and i am going for the movie marathon. Bless me.

Self - Evaluation

Psychiatric evaluation. Everyone is a problem. Its just how they see it and handle it. Maybe i cant handle other pple becoz they are more crazy than me. Their emotions and the way of handling things are something i cant comprehend. They can just do watever they think is right mite not be rite for wat i think it is. Or am i to say maybe i am the insane one? I am driving myself crazy...
Went for Hoobastank concert at sentosa yesterday. We can only stay outside and hear. No tickets. Turned out quite a number of them were also stranded outside for a sake of just one song.. You know wat i mean. Good thing we din miss it cos we arrives at 930pm. The place changed quite alot. The toilets were cool, not as crampy. Met Damon and friends. Asked me to go phuture. Taken back for a while and the past images flashed into my mind. I had one time experience with them was already enough and my kaki was not even there. Think better stay with my faithful buddy. Its her birthday today! Went to Newsroom. it was packed everywhere. Its been a long time since i went down that stretch of road. Long long time ago. Had fun. =) Buddy's gf sent me home with her bike. Woohoo! The chilly wind blowing against me, felt so good. Felt so exposed compared to driving. The excitement when you know that it is dangerous. Life is just one thin line. It just feel so alive when you know the next moment something bad mite happened. Felt so free..Ha.

Stranded**

Time: 0130hr and suppose to be asleep on my cosy bed but i still hafta wait for my hair to dry.. Just reached home due to some unforseen circumstances.. ha. I was having steamboat with my best mates at marina south and were happily chatting away. Time flies.. and its on a weekday, due to time constraint, we decided to head home. Yes, only me and 'another buddy' went home together. We were so tired of waiting for the bus and was actually wondering if the last bus has gone... finally decided to take a cab home but i was so broke that she have to fork out the money first. How pathetic.. Anyways, there was not an ATM found in the south... Caught the last bus to the MRT station and went down to Somerset to draw some money.. Haiz.. another mishap.. The atm cant vomit out the money. My buddy started to panic and i was in a cuden be bothered attitude. I dunno wat has gotten to me but i just feel so peaceful? haha.. Maybe its with her. She can do the thinking. I quit doing that already. Went to her house by bus and she hafta transfer the money to my acc thru internet banking. How strange. Well, if thats the best way, i will just follow then. So this is how i managed to get home with my buddy's help. Thanks Buddy! Still wanna go out with me next time? ha. well, that brought a very different experience to her though.. Quit smoking eh? if you really did it, probably i will do that more often..always broke.haha. =D

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I'm tired of work lately. Is it true that when pple get too close, they lose the courtesy to actually let them know that they are pissed, instead they show it on you? I dun owe anyone to get this kind of attitude, do I? I am sick and tired of work too. I've heard 121 voice msges, Lodged like almost 50 lost reports on ezlink cards and have to hear pple complaining and blaming at our wonderful system. My another wonderful SENIOR colleague still can ask me why yesterday i din hear the voice mail? I am actually doing you a favour by listening to YOUR voice mails. You said there are 30 over msges unheard and why din i get back to them? Why dun you? Can i have some bloody credit on what i've done? Sometimes i wish those pple i hate can just die. Fucking getting on my nerves. Talking abt work makes me boil. Lousy day! My only consolation is that I'm going out with my buttheads for steamboat. Lets hope that they dun ask me abt work.Guess i will burst.

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Friendship

SORRY!! i lost the band you made for me.. really.. all the hardwork down the drain. You still looked so cool abt it. I wished you wud just flare up a lil but you din. Makes me so guilty. I really treasure the band you know. It makes you feel special. Hand made stuff. No second piece is the same. *Sigh* Gatsby said something which made me realised wat i am now is different from wat i was in the past. She said she wud prefer me to be like in the past, be it in attitude. I missed it too. Guess its the relationships with pple that makes you changed without you realising it. Gratefiul that someone still likes me for who i am, without even changing. I've changed. Changed under circumstances but i will try to break it thru. If you dun like me, get out of my life. Thats me. I hate living in your shadows. Just shut up. Your words kill. **ROAR**