Disconnecting...

What happens when u are disconnected from this world and takes on to the unknown? Sense of fear? Lost? Or sense of excitement? adrenaline? many times its just choices. left or right? yes or no? buy or not to buy? go or not to go? How many times u know urself better but u hear otherwise from friends? Do they know u better than u know urself? Is that self-centred? I think i am crazy. The world is way bigger than myself. There are way too many possibilities. I just dun want to stay the way it is for me. Period.