I realise i have yet to see so much and feel so much. As much as i want to, i am stuck in this small cubicle of mine.. How much more can i take when i can't even handle the thoughts i am having, the perceptions i have cultivated? No man think alike. Who would one truly understand another when you are still you?
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Happy Christmas And Merry New Year!
Wishing all my friends a blessed year ahead! Went to market this morning and found out that there was Watson's in my neighbourhood. Yeh! My dad told me its been opened for three weeks already. That shows that I've neen busy. As usual. I guess this is the time for finding an excuse to celebrate yet again, with another public holiday. Please get get and be merry! CHeerS!
Saturday, December 17, 2005
MOS night
Went for the opening. The queue is way longer than hello kitty's. Well, so I joined the queue with faith. I tot, I can do it on halloween's night @ zouk when its full house, I should have no probs getting in this one. No matter what. Pple were leaving in the end, I had a few hiccups with my friends, the queue getting shorter, but it was still stuck. Damn. Finally my time came with the invite that can get me friggin in. For free. The place is friggin big. I got lost finding the toilet. And the toilet is huge. Imagine that. Its totally cool. Main hall, hip hop room, RnB room, Retro room and those redundant rooms for meeting and private functions. I went in with a tour guide, telling me what the rooms are.. heh.. she went for the soft launch party, thats why. So I suppose i badly need a drink to get in the mood for club. Whatever happens, drink & get merry. I had a terrible headache after that. I would love to go there again, with no tensions please. Thank you.
No queues guaranteed
million disco balls at the retro room.
No queues guaranteed
million disco balls at the retro room.
Thursday, December 15, 2005
Another wisdom tooth
I just went for an extraction just now. MC for tmr. Yeh. The next two extractions will be major. I can't rem where i left my previous tooth. Its somewhere in the room. I dun rem throwing it away.. or did i? Damn. Now my 2 teeth can't meet.. My mouth is still numb.. reminds me of Deuce Bigalow. ha, except there is no one i can confess my love to. Where is my other tooth?.......
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Time Capsule
Finally. I got rid of my container full of memories. Left there for like 8 long years, collecting dust. Tons of letters from the past, made me felt so loved. I had to throw it all away. I need to clear my space. My journals dated from 1996. That was my history. Those whatever tots, feelings I had. Those memeories that I clinged on, of no use cos it will never be the same again. Life's life. My old friend said; Old won't go, new couldn't come. I was waiting for the new to come first then get rid of the old one. ha. Guess it will not happen.
Extracted from one of my old journals;
*Feelings overwhelm me
So blind that I can't see
Love cuts me deeply
Sadness live in it
& I know happiness has left quietly
Sugarfly
Extracted from one of my old journals;
*Feelings overwhelm me
So blind that I can't see
Love cuts me deeply
Sadness live in it
& I know happiness has left quietly
Sugarfly
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Damn my leave was not approved. I had to clear leave before 15th. So I took the 15th. There goes my plan. Or maybe there is no plan at all. I am so consumed by my work and I am suffering from memory loss. Went Thumper the other day. I began to detest and not being able to enjoy myself. Maybe I was not drunk that day. Maybe I was looking for another high. It becomes a routine for me, for my mind, thinking of work the next day. I am completely fine with my work. Meaningless to see who is with who, being seen with whom, "hi, how are you? this is who and who." Maybe I am not with someone else. I tot I can enjoy myself... Maybe I will the next time round. 5 jugs of whatever alcohol please. Maybe I'm just old.
Monday, December 05, 2005
Saturday, December 03, 2005
I am getting a dining set from a friend, friend's friend's friend. At least I am getting something from my wishlist. If it can come true then maybe i will input more. ha. I realised i loan the company van. for free. but, no license. damn. i need one. soon. Eve told me Joyce was going taiwan. Dunno if she went already. for election? Planning to go with dad in april. Then we can flaunt our hokkien speaking skills. heh. my current travel plan i to spend new year overseas. KL? anyone? 30th till the 2nd. 2006. i want a long bus ride. i want to stay in bukit bintang. i want to go bintang walk.
*Different frequencies will lead to electricution.
*Different frequencies will lead to electricution.