I realise i have yet to see so much and feel so much. As much as i want to, i am stuck in this small cubicle of mine.. How much more can i take when i can't even handle the thoughts i am having, the perceptions i have cultivated? No man think alike. Who would one truly understand another when you are still you?
Friday, July 09, 2004
:::PEACE!!!:::
i am on leave today. i was suppose to sleep till noon today. i am pissed off now becoz my freaking neighbour woke me up!!!!!! i cant stand it anymore! i feel like i am living in a lunatic house! Everyday i try to accommodate their autistic girl abt her screamings and fuck why shud i do that? I've really have enuff. u may say i have no compassion, try living with it for the pass 3 freaking years!! ROAR!!!! i wanna call the police and ask them to move! why did they move here anyway? Must be the neighbours had enuff of them too. having major headache now cos yesterday drank all sorts of crap. Met some familiar faces whom i can still talk to. somebody is obviously trying to hard to get the things they want. i look at them, boy please get a grip of urself. you really look so desperate. sorry to say that. even though u manage to get that girl u want, ur reputation is already on the floor. Dun you know that? freaking sad. look at wat u've become. the thought of it gives me headaches. please get it off my mind, for goodness sake. maybe that is the way u are saying, socialize, meet more pple.. but pple are actually commenting abt you.. hmm.. thats something to think abt. u want company or u want reputation. wat a harsh world it is. it doesnt look that fantastic after all. Guess i'm comfortable this way. just know the pple and chat abit is good. Hi, Bye.
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