To whoever

How funny to see your friend give up so easily when you actually been thru the bottomless pit and up. It makes you feel like giving up too. No matter what happens, you will never die. It makes you feel so much worst than dying. Thats the best part of it. Being a coward of not falling in love again and afraid of being hurt. How much tears you cried, we are just human. We are not perfect. Choosing of hurting others or just waiting to be hurt. We have to go thru this cycle over and over again. When are we gonna be clever?

I'm blessed with some good friends, having a good time and i met the most beautiful smile today. =)

Zonked out

I've been having strange tots when I'm zonked out recently. I'm wondering if i was already dead and the scenario keeps repeating itself cos when you are near death, the scenario will not change. Everything seems quiet. The nights i have spent were the quietest of them all as though i was in a vacuum. I'm getting psychotic.

thew nia seng says:
i can fuck very well but i dun tok well in front of girls
thew nia seng says:
do u think i will get girls

chrisgan says:
life is sometimes unfair
chrisgan says:
without reason
chrisgan says:
why other can up and up
chrisgan says:
for no reason?
chrisgan says:
mayb cos he is hansome?
chrisgan says:
she is pretty?
chrisgan says:
nothing is 100% wat u wan

Over

I'm having mental block on my own damn blog. Things happened and passed by too quickly, before I can remember anything else, I've forgotten everything else. I've been stuffing myself with food recently and maybe I should post up my pornographic photos to make people sick. People make me sick anyway. It comes along with piss sometimes. I'm looking for a great entertainer.

my mario...

Flickering lights on trains, Beautiful graffitti on the walls. I'm close to madness. I want it all.

I'D GIVE UP EVERYTHING JUST BECAUSE I LOVE YOU. WOULD YOU DO THE SAME?

Just shut up.

I've got no mood to blog recently although i have thousand and one things to write abt. Communications equals complications indeed when words are passed around freely like nobodys business. You are not liable for the words anyway. Who cares? Before you put your finger to anyone, kindly pls take a look at yourself. If you got nothing kind to say, pls shut the fuck up. Thank you.
Stepping other people down to make yourself look good will only make you uglier.

No matter what happens
Keep journey on
I’m holding back the tears
From falling down

Someday we’ll both know
How clever life is
No matter how bitter
It is a meaningful lesson

Hopefully, your absence
Will not change anything
Hopefully, I can overcome
My loneliness

Someday we’ll both know
How clever life is
No matter how bitter
It is a meaningful lesson

Calling for Superman.

Dear Superman,

Please save me. i want to be like you. I want to date you. You can bring me go fly and let me feel safe. You must know how i feel and understand wat I am going thru. Because you are SUPERMAN.

A Beautiful Lie

The originals

This world is a fake. Even your love might not be genuine. Wat are you looking for then?

Deadly Dengue

Winning 4D also not so accurate. How unlucky is that? Damn suay big time. Sick of getting sick. Didn't go work for one whole week. How waste of time is that? *ROAR* The feeling is worst than death and i am scared of hospital. You will never know wat will happen in the night. I have to cancel my appts, stay at home and feel sick. How nice.

猫 Again

Me: Pa, 你看，白色的猫很cute hor?
Pa: 不好看啦。很像 lebbit. 猫，要有猫的颜色才好看。
Me: Then, 猫的颜色是什么？
Pa: 黑色咯。
Me: Smiling and thinking(Cool.)

Funeral

Death, is inevitable. Life, you lived for so long, wasn't wat we are waiting for? In the meantime, wat have we accomplished? Will you live ur life in regrets of all the things u haven't do? Or you think that death can come anytime cos you are prepared? You have lived thru all the feelings that you can feel, the things you have said and done. Its all became a legacy.

Death, its a release from this sickening world.
Guess you are going to a place better than here.