SicK!!

High fever - 39Degrees
Flu - Running Nose
Cough - Chesty Cough
Muscle Ache

Requested for a jab. On my butt. I'm feeling like shit. Fuck.

Drink and be Merry!!

We humans are so complicating that we dun understand ourselves, what more about others? Kindly show some love to those who needed it this festive season. I know I have my fair share already cos i want to be selfish. There is no love for me to give for now.. I just wanna take and take and take and take. And take and take and take. Love is free, so i guess its pretty worthless. If it takes your life away, then its worth something. Funny how the more you can't get it, the more you wanna have it. But the moment you have it, it doesn't interest you anymore. So maybe the next step to it is to cherish. How hard it is to learn how to cherish? Or maybe be grateful? Or learn to appreciate? Life isn't just about you alone. Me alone. But i just wanna be selfish. Really. My love is worthless cos i give them out for free.

And Johnny Depp Says..

"I don't want to be a product," he says. "Of course you want the movies to do well. But I don't want to know ... who's hot now and who's not and who's making this much dough and who's boffing this woman or that one. I want to remain ignorant of all this. I want to be totally outside and far away from all of it."

I am craving for a good sandwich..

Stolen

How can you build your happiness on someone else's expense? Are you so blind to see? Or you just couldn't care less?

hAppyHapPyhaPpy

i am happy. i feel like eating orange. i feel pretty. i feel loved. We must be hurt in order to grow, We must fail in order to know, We must lose in order to gain, Some lessons are learned best only through pain. i want to hit to the lowest pit and pick myself up again. i am exhilarated. Seriously.

Marriage? Or just love?

"You loved so many in your life, but the one that you are gonna marry, must be the one that loves you more than you love him, then you will get your happiness."

How true is that? How much love can you give to that person so that she can feel loved? Maybe just thinking abt the person makes you feel loved. Maybe the small lil things that she does makes you feel loved. Love, is just a feeling, a good feeling, a very fantastic feeling that no one wanna be without. But the fact is that once the feeling is no longer around, how miserable it can get? Its just like racing. You love the wind, the speed, the excitement, but it crashed. Reality checked. The consequences. The hurt, the time to recover. Get back on your feet again. Will you speed again? Do you miss the feeling? Are you able to bear the consequences? Wat are we really after?

The Truth

Seems like everyone has a theory of everything, if not, a reason for certain actions and for those who dun need explanation, its all excuses. So ultimately, where is the truth? Does it need all the facts, the sincerity, the bottom of my heart truth? There is no right or wrong, its just whether you want to win the argument or not. There is always 2 sides of the story, so which one is the truth? What is the truth? Is it easier to listen to lies then?

I am so in love with this song right now..

i seriously need to read a good book. Enlightenment.

love & hate

when u are in love with a person, even when she is shitting, you will think its sweeeet. When you think the person owes you too much, even she buy you gifts, you will think its worthless. Is this hate?

Seriously,

Shit happens in life. So far, i haven't shit in my pants yet. The grass is still greener on my side. I am living in a garden for now. When you lost something that you treasured so much, you realised that there is something else more precious than that. Once you walked thru the shadow, you can find light on the other side. Take the time to enjoy the pain cos you know you won't be able to feel it again for the longest time. Being positive has never been my virtue but watever shit happens now, nothing will be compared to the times I've been thru although it wouldn't be that bad either. No one can take away your experiences you had, the pain you suffered, the loss that you felt. That's you. Get over it and move on to the next chapter in life. But still, we are all humans, filming mtv once a while wouldn't hurt.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Lyrics Kelly Clarkson Never Again Lyrics

**MagiC**

Passing Time

Months pass by just a blink of an eye, and i am still enjoying wat i'm doing. Its the first time in the longest time that i havent start to whine and bitch abt life. Life. Live it. Superficial, forget it. Here's a little conversation..

Scene 1
A:Where are you working now?
B:Malaysia as an apprentice.
A:Huh? Why m'sia?

Scene 2
A:Where are you working now?
B: Japan as a cleaner.
A:Wah! Japan leh!!

How good can you get?

Why do you care?

You care because you are a busybody or you care because you genuinely showing concern? How many times you heard some other people's life and pass comments like it none of ur business and make judgements when you dun even know what really happen? People are so ignorant but they think they know, they dun. How much do you really know? So stop pretending. Just shut up. Stop thinking that you are greater, smarter, whatever than anybody else.
**Dun outsmart yourself, it will only make you look dumb. *gRRR*