Torture!

Went facial with mum yesterday. I know my face is like shit, even the beautician also said: Wah! its a challenge.. she asked my mum to take package, which is $450 for 14 sessions. And she paid. The session was a nightmare. PAIN! more painful than being tattooed! Damn. The lady said no choice, have to squeeze everything out. I have a choice, I dun wanna go already. After that, my mum said I have to take care of my face, use water wash face is the bast, keep the face clean, I was thinking, then why must go facial if use water can gao dim. The last sentence she said was the best. She said "Your face looks older than your mother's." Wah piang. She win already. I have to finish the package. Must look younger than her, so much money, pay for me go slimming centre then can get married already lor. =Þ

Truthfully,

how many times can you be so ever truthful to your friends? How much her words hurt, how kpo she can be, how she behaved that not much pple like her but you still her friend, how ignorant she can be, how hot tempered she can be, how loud she annoys others? How fat she became,how demanding she is, how superficial she gets, how she thinks too highly of herself? I guess not, cos you dun want her to get hurt cos she is ur friend. You dun wanna to talk abt it cos it doesn't matter, it is getting no where, there will be more quarrels, and ultimately, its the end of the relationship. So you chose to be tolerant, you chose to ignore, and you began to feel resentful, you feel like its ur fault, you felt that you shud tell her how you feel. Those incidents that caused all these hate. But soon, you just leave it there and you drift away. Like one of my best friend said "You killed ur friends and they die also dunno why" I admit I am not that good either, so lets make new friends. Period. I can't tolerate you no more, just like the others. Communication let me down cos it only makes more complications. Maybe thats why I have become an introvert. ha.