Love?

Love came, I know it but you dun. It lingers for awhile and it gets stronger cos I know I missed you. I wish it could leave but no, it doesn’t. I dun care if you even know, I just wanna be free from you. maybe its just me. I am so infatuated. Infatuated by you.. will you love me like I do?

Survival on Great 8!

Yes! i finally accomplished something that is absolutely nonsensical and got a cert for it. The time is now 1830hrs and still going strong. Am now still having dinner at Bud's house. Incredible huh? No LCD tv to be won but had a consolation prize though and that is 2 tix for Ballet under the stars..thought i had a family curse cos i din win anything in my entire life. to think that the first name they called was me.. thought it was somebody else when they read the I.D no, it cuden be wrong.. Wondering who will actually go with me...mmm.. and there are like tons of door gifts too.. mostly shampoo, i've got like 3 of them, one mcdonalds The Dog pillow but its in black, erm... spiderman comicbook, trading cards and notebook. My fave door gift will be the free entry pass to sentosa!Woohoo! the movies are basically nice except for Ladykillers. not much of a storyline.. most recommended: white chicks, without a paddle and dodgeball if you caught zoolander before..haha.. looking forward to the sentosa trip... tanning..=) guess i will knockout when i reach home... but i wanna listen to my F.I.R album. Just bought it and has accompanied thruout my journey. alrighty, headingfor home sweet home... Tmr still gotta work. Will go laminate my cert tmr in my office, keke..

Light of my Life

Its been a hectic week.. Buddy's gf is in ICU for dengue, went to check on her yesterday and now i am having diarrhea.. is it in the trend? Or issit just me? Saw so many things going on in the ward.. The old auntie opp her is actually passing away and all her family members were there.. Pardon us but we have been staring at them to see wat is going to happen next.. Catholics.. doing some rituals.. Saddening.. Luckily she is just in ICU for observation.. tubes everywhere around her body.. The big machine is always making this noise like an alarm, irritating.. She is fine, can talk and make jokes but she wanna go home. Who dun wanna? staying in that kind of place..But still, she have to be observed..There is this 'meesee' who actually explained every detail of dengue and answers all our questions. looks like Lucy Liu..heh..Not bad if u have this kind of nurse looking after you, yah? *wink* Hopefully she gets transferred to her ward this afternoon..

My fast-forwarded weekend**

Went out on friday to catch a play with Kyon and lyn. Mergers and Wills. To think i have so much emotions and thoughts abt it. Quite nice. It would be better if its in English, ya? =) Supposed to to C&C which i have no idea why its packed with pple.. *scratch head* Went down to 5'10 instead. drink and drink..had fun.. i have such good laugh when im with them. So i decided to go out with them the next day. Supposed to go kayaking but slept till 230pm.. my usual routine is to wake up at 10am and go market? ha. Met them at boat quay and karaoke-ing again.. drink and drink again.. cant drink much cos headaches.. dunno why whenever i drink, my headaches come..i shud be damn. Wedding is suppose to be 1200pm the next day and guess wat? Came home at 7am in the morning.. Must be disappointing to have me as a colleague.. Went out again.. with XB. Basically stoning away.. got my puma t-shirt. *Glee* and some others.. ikea is so packed with pple and we headed down to Mt Faber, courtesy of grouch. =D Nice place to stone again.. talking rubbish, blah blah... wanted to wash car but freaking tired and its only 11pm if i remembered. Sorry pal.. Monday is almost over and saturday is coming again and i am going for the movie marathon. Bless me.

Self - Evaluation

Psychiatric evaluation. Everyone is a problem. Its just how they see it and handle it. Maybe i cant handle other pple becoz they are more crazy than me. Their emotions and the way of handling things are something i cant comprehend. They can just do watever they think is right mite not be rite for wat i think it is. Or am i to say maybe i am the insane one? I am driving myself crazy...
Went for Hoobastank concert at sentosa yesterday. We can only stay outside and hear. No tickets. Turned out quite a number of them were also stranded outside for a sake of just one song.. You know wat i mean. Good thing we din miss it cos we arrives at 930pm. The place changed quite alot. The toilets were cool, not as crampy. Met Damon and friends. Asked me to go phuture. Taken back for a while and the past images flashed into my mind. I had one time experience with them was already enough and my kaki was not even there. Think better stay with my faithful buddy. Its her birthday today! Went to Newsroom. it was packed everywhere. Its been a long time since i went down that stretch of road. Long long time ago. Had fun. =) Buddy's gf sent me home with her bike. Woohoo! The chilly wind blowing against me, felt so good. Felt so exposed compared to driving. The excitement when you know that it is dangerous. Life is just one thin line. It just feel so alive when you know the next moment something bad mite happened. Felt so free..Ha.

Stranded**

Time: 0130hr and suppose to be asleep on my cosy bed but i still hafta wait for my hair to dry.. Just reached home due to some unforseen circumstances.. ha. I was having steamboat with my best mates at marina south and were happily chatting away. Time flies.. and its on a weekday, due to time constraint, we decided to head home. Yes, only me and 'another buddy' went home together. We were so tired of waiting for the bus and was actually wondering if the last bus has gone... finally decided to take a cab home but i was so broke that she have to fork out the money first. How pathetic.. Anyways, there was not an ATM found in the south... Caught the last bus to the MRT station and went down to Somerset to draw some money.. Haiz.. another mishap.. The atm cant vomit out the money. My buddy started to panic and i was in a cuden be bothered attitude. I dunno wat has gotten to me but i just feel so peaceful? haha.. Maybe its with her. She can do the thinking. I quit doing that already. Went to her house by bus and she hafta transfer the money to my acc thru internet banking. How strange. Well, if thats the best way, i will just follow then. So this is how i managed to get home with my buddy's help. Thanks Buddy! Still wanna go out with me next time? ha. well, that brought a very different experience to her though.. Quit smoking eh? if you really did it, probably i will do that more often..always broke.haha. =D

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I'm tired of work lately. Is it true that when pple get too close, they lose the courtesy to actually let them know that they are pissed, instead they show it on you? I dun owe anyone to get this kind of attitude, do I? I am sick and tired of work too. I've heard 121 voice msges, Lodged like almost 50 lost reports on ezlink cards and have to hear pple complaining and blaming at our wonderful system. My another wonderful SENIOR colleague still can ask me why yesterday i din hear the voice mail? I am actually doing you a favour by listening to YOUR voice mails. You said there are 30 over msges unheard and why din i get back to them? Why dun you? Can i have some bloody credit on what i've done? Sometimes i wish those pple i hate can just die. Fucking getting on my nerves. Talking abt work makes me boil. Lousy day! My only consolation is that I'm going out with my buttheads for steamboat. Lets hope that they dun ask me abt work.Guess i will burst.

LoVe~~

You are totally in love.You try to hide it but you
cant.You are nice and pretty in your own way
and you are a bit of a daydreamer.Have fun and
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Friendship

SORRY!! i lost the band you made for me.. really.. all the hardwork down the drain. You still looked so cool abt it. I wished you wud just flare up a lil but you din. Makes me so guilty. I really treasure the band you know. It makes you feel special. Hand made stuff. No second piece is the same. *Sigh* Gatsby said something which made me realised wat i am now is different from wat i was in the past. She said she wud prefer me to be like in the past, be it in attitude. I missed it too. Guess its the relationships with pple that makes you changed without you realising it. Gratefiul that someone still likes me for who i am, without even changing. I've changed. Changed under circumstances but i will try to break it thru. If you dun like me, get out of my life. Thats me. I hate living in your shadows. Just shut up. Your words kill. **ROAR**

My world.

I wish the world is black and white, a yes or no situation and love or hate relationships. I wuden be living in contradiction. I wish I was a deaf and mute. I wuden hear wat I dun wanna hear, I wuden see wat I dun wanna see. Life is sometimes beautiful but I've seen some of the ugly sides too. I rather give it all up. Life is always not a straight line. I get it. Who is great enough to set things rite? I am learning to love, love this imperfect world, learning to love wholeheartedly.

I miss you. Whenever when I am feeling down, u never fail to bring me joy. I miss you. whenever I need you, u are always there. I miss you. although sometimes you mite switch me off but I still miss you. now that its all gone, you are no longer here with me, cos I let you go heartlessly.whenever I see you with somebodyelse, I wondered if I did the rite thing. I have no choice. I need a change. but I still loved you the most, do you know thaT? My Nokia 6510..

New knees please!!

Yes, my knees are weak and its getting worse.. i need to find a physiotherapist to be my partner.. ha. Grouchy asked me to drink turtle soup, it helps. Hmm.. how many turtles do they need to kill to get my knees cured? i rather see a decent doctor and find a authentic way to cure it. He said if its not better, i hafta go see the therapist. Haiz.. and he just dispensed some cream and painkillers and thats it. Looks fictitious. Lets see how it goes.. Long weekend is coming. Guess i hafta enjoy it with my disability.

See you in hell..

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Very Low

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GOD!!

Hecate

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Tots

We have different perspectives, no two men are alike. All we can do is to accomodate and learn from each other. Will you just walk away if the person is not your cup of tea? Are you not thinking too highly of yourself? Who are we to judge anyway? Who are we to think we are better than other pple? Aren't we just human beings that some of us are still trying to find out why are we here? To evaluate other pple? To make yourself happy? I am sometimes sick and tired of this whole issue on communication compatibility. Maybe acceptance is hard. Maybe you shuden be too hard on urself. Maybe, maybe. You can always do things to please urself cos it is u who are living. Wat abt others? have you ever put yourself in others shoes, or u prefer to put others in UR shoes? Its the easier way out, yah? People, how interesting. They are a part of ur life, ur experience and emotions.I wonder if pple will die living in isolation? Why cant we live in peace? Life is a biatch.