AbsOlutely fLawless

Everyone has flaws.. Do you actually have the right to say them? I realised alot of things recently.. people do change and sometimes they change till u dun know them anymore. There are just so many things that i just wanna get over and done with but i dun seem to be letting it down. Some friends which i tot are my true friends, but in the end, they are just passerbys. I was just thinking, do pple really care who you really are or just being with you becoz you have the image, presentable or cool to hangout with? well, who dun wanna get noticed? who dun wanna get the hottest chick in centro? or be reputable? but are you just trying too hard to be in that place? Are you looking at the glamourous lifestyle that you forget the true friends that were with you in the first place. Aren't you too selfish then? After years being friends, we have been thru so much, we have endured so much, accepting each others bad points, becoz we are friends.. I once again have to say, No one is perfect. You chose to forsake me. Why do you even have the chance to do that? You might be happy but i am still not over this broken friendship that you dun seem to know if it still exists. maybe i am just slapping on my own face.. wat irony.

From J***

Extracts from a book..

[but we also add to our own suffering in other ways.
All too often we perpetuate our pain, keep it alive, by replaying our hurts over and over again in our minds, magnifying our injustices in the process.
We repeat our painful memories with the unconscious perhaps wish that somehow it will change the situation - but it never does.
Of course, sometimes this endless recounting of our woes can serve a limited purpose; it can add drama and a certain excitement to our lives, or elicit attention and sympathy from others.
But this seems like a poor trade-off for the unhappiness we continue to endure.]